| Letters from the Mailbag |
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Dear IWWG Sisters,
"Who Am I?" I am a woman who writes because my mom and her mom and her mom and so on were denied their voices solely based on their sex and gender. I write because it fuels my soul and to keep the memories of all those who have come before me alive . . . they were the ones who were denied the simple pleasure of that which they desired most—a voice— and for them, I am that voice.
I write to give my life meaning, continuity, to keep me alive and growing at age 76, and for other more prosaic reasons: I like to do what’s difficult if not impossible, I like to spend hours trying to find the right word or phrase or metaphor—these aspects of writing are so compelling, I forget the pain in my knees, I forget the passage of time, I forget my worries and troubles and am involved only in the search. Walker Percy wrote: “To become aware of the possibility of the search is to be onto something; not to be onto something is to be in despair.”
Dear Hannelore,
Dear IWWG,
In the years I’ve been an IWWG member, I’ve never had the nerve to respond to who I am and why I write. I think, perhaps, I can now. Writing is the way I find my voice in a world that has required silence from me. Writing is how I know I “am.” Even though I make my living writing instructional materials and marketing materials, my first training was as a poet, and my love is not instructional design. Yes, I love to help people learn. I love to learn, too. I thrive on constant re-invention through growing. Yet I write, not just to help people learn, but to create myself. I write as a means of giving witness to purpose, to power, and to being. If anyone had ever told me that my first works as a writer would be self-help books for people with trauma-based disassociative disorders, I’d have told them they were crazy. It was me, instead, who was crazy, living in the insanity of crowding “I am a writer” into the small box of romanticized beliefs. My life now flourishes and thrives because of writing.
Dear Hannelore Hahn,
I am a woman whose characters are constantly urging me to write characters who will keep me awake night after night until their stories are told. Dear Elizabeth,
Thank you so very much for including my new book, Now and Forevermore, on the IWWG website. The sales through Amazon have increased substantially! I highly recommend members take advantage of the opportunity to sell their books through the IWWG link to Amazon, and at the same time benefit the IWWG Scholarship Fund.
“Who am I?” I am a writer! Finally, after 46 years, I can say it out loud and not feel like I’m a phony, or ashamed, or even silly. My first conference (“Remember the Magic”) gave me that pride and self confidence to shout it out loud. Dear Readers,
I received an issue of Spirituality & Health and found the Guest Column was written by our own Jan Phillips! Here’s what I culled from it, which is, of course, the kind of thing she keeps telling us and telling us—because we need these affirmations. Let this be our mantra:
“Who am I?” I am a 29-year-old computer programmer and modestly published poet, newly single, writing my way back to emotional health. Although everything else in my life has changed (moved from the Midwest to California, lost my house, my dogs, mutual friends)—still poetry is my unchanging and constant companion, my solid ground in the midst of the turbulent storms of life. I am a former member and excited to rejoin IWWG. Thank you for community, inspiration and hope!
I write because it’s as natural as communicating with a friend. I have always loved to spin tales, and entertain my loved ones. I believe the best form of writing is simple and insightful to the nature of us humans. Writing seems to let me look at life and have a clear sense of wonderment that makes me feel full and fulfilled. I am very grateful to have such a loving affair with words and the combination of words.
“Who Am I?” I am not only renewing my membership but my relationship with myself and my writing following recent widowhood. This is a unique opportunity for me, being able to turn an avocation into a vocation, for wherever that may lead. Dear Hannelore and Elizabeth,
I thank the Guild for the forum you give us, for existing and for all the works that exist because you do. There is nothing quite like the IWWG.
In some ways I write because the writing comes to me. I’m one of the writers who feel I have a calling to the craft. In other ways, I write to sort out my feelings about the world, about relationships, about work itself. I write to share my particular vision/angle/take on things with other people. From the beginning, friends reacted strongly to my work. So I kept it up. Now, I am coming into the public circle with my work. Writing keeps me grounded, focused and in many ways, the magic of the process keeps me happy! Dear Hannelore,
Thank you for allowing me to present the Tea and Writing workshop at the conference at Skidmore. It was so much fun, made more so by the vibrant women who attended the sessions. They thirsted for every bit of information and taste I could bring to the class, and their enthusiasm was infectious.
The idea of writing has been in the back of my head for most of my 60 years. And now I must write because the writing is going on in my head and getting it out is the only way I can get space—it’s a relief. So I am excited and glad to have found you. Dear IWWG,
I just want to say thank you so much for finding me a sponsor. I discovered the Guild while wandering around the Internet one day and really liked what I saw and read. Unfortunately I wasn’t able to afford the fees and asked about a scholarship or sponsorship to join the Guild. I found out today that I got one, and I just wanted to thank everybody out there who made it happen, especially Sharon Wyse. I think it’s really awesome that there is a program to help those of us who are down on our luck and have big dreams.
I write because I have to write. I am a private journal writer looking to go public. Up until now, I have written only for myself, keeping notebooks over the past 15 years. I have written to empty my brain of thoughts that circle unendingly unless they are spit out for my viewing on the page. I have written to bemoan my adversities, to celebrate my triumphs and to learn from my life. Dear Hannelore,
I'm still doing my weekly column "Que Pasa En San Felipe" for the Calexico Chronical newspaper. Of course, my writing group is still going strong as well. This year, instead of teaching the student writer's group at the high school, the principal asked me to help out with English classes. Attending school is a privilege here— these Mexican students have such a different perspective. They already have skills far beyond most U.S. students. They can tell you what a gerund is, what a preposition is, and identify a perfect present tense sentence and more. I am extremely proud of them.
I write because I must. I write because it keeps me sane. I write because I want to tap into my body wisdom. I write because that’s my calling. I write because it's my bliss.
"Who Am I?" I am a disabled widow living on limited income yet have the determination to fulfill my dream of having work published. Presently working on nonfiction novels, I have compiled spiritual short stories with others yet to be written. Prior to my husband's death three years ago, I had already begun my journey into an area I never would've considered before being involved in an automobile accident. Now that my life has taken another turn, I am even more resolved to follow the pathway that I believe I should take. Dear IWWG friends,
I’ve been very busy—teaching and visiting students around central and western Uzbekistan, and now starting a new semester in Tashkent. My thanks to the Guild and especially Marilyn Day and Martha Pedersen for their extraordinary efforts in soliciting/sending more books for my growing library in English for students and fellow teachers. We now have over 200 books—about 100 in circulation (that’s a guess, it could be more). Also, thanks to many other special friends who’ve kept me supplied with peppermint tea, vanilla and love. It makes a difference!
I am, at long last, listening to the voice inside.
Dear Hannelore,
This year I also took Alice Orr's class—invaluable for my work on my novel—a warrior woman who wants us all to succeed. Diane Gallo's showed me not only a new way of editing my own work, but the approach and demeanor (and tone and words) I've been searching for in working with writing students. When I told her I hoped to teach, she made a special effort to tell me how she works with students at different times. I took her workshop all week and I feel I was able to make a lasting change in how I will approach another's work.
I am a 36-year-old Afro-American poet/ writer. I live to write and write to live. |











